Monday, June 7, 2010

I am hopeful, I have hope.

Holy moses last week was busy! I went back to Hanford Tuesday (yeeeuck!) to help my mom and see my baby sister graduate high school.



I SWEAR it was yesterday that she was following me around trying to imitate my every move. Her teen years were hell with us. We hated each other. But now I'm really enjoying the woman she is becoming. Thus I spent WAY too much on her graduation gift, haha.




So on the way home I had to pick up my dad at the airport in Fresno. It was pretty fucking terrible. We had NOTHING to say to eachother. And at some point in the conversation he called my brother Cougar a nigger. (Yes he is black, but who the EFF cares?! He's a part of our family and my dad had no right.) I could hardly stand being around him. But of course then he was being nice, which was fake I'm sure, and made me feel guilty. Sometimes I don't know how to feel about him. I hate how he acts now and I hate all the awful things he's done to me in the past. But he was a great dad when I was younger. However the last day I was there I saw his disgusting girlfriend posting pictures of her brand new Dodge Charger that her "baby bought her".

ARE YOU FUCKING KIDDING ME?!

My mom worked her ASS off to buy my sister and I cars before we went to college. She then bailed me out every time a tire blew or oil needed changing. And he's done NOTHING. But he can buy his girlfriend of mere months a brand new car. Awesome.

Okay so I'll stop venting now. Anyway other than that piece of crap my visit was great. We had a little part for Madison before the ceremony and all our family came. It was nice. I came home and worked at a few photoshoots and today if my first day off. Tomorrow I go back to Hanford since we're leaving at like, 6am Wednesday for Hanford. I'm pretty excited about that one.

Anywho, here are some pictures from the week. :)

Kai had an awards ceremony for Kindergarten and he won the merit away AND the principal's award!




Madison with my mom and dad (mom's 7 months pregnant)




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